It happened again… I saw her.
She looked very beautiful as always. We went to go explore and uncovered new places. She was smiling a lot. I love it when she smiles. It makes me so happy to see her happy.
We went to go eat her favorite thing, sushi. We ate until we couldn't breathe. We had to hide some of our leftovers so we wouldn't be charged.
We went to the pier. It was just us. It was perfect. She took photos then we watched the sunset together. The shots she took came out amazing. I’ll show it to you when she gives me a copy. She’s so talented. I don’t know how she does it but she amazes me more each day.
I never told you this but did you know I always looked to her? Please don't tell her what I'm about to tell you... I love everything about her. She is very beautiful, but did you know what is the most beautiful thing about her? Her soul. Everything else is a bonus. The world is black & white but somehow she adds color. I don't know how she does it... Everything she touches blossoms. I can't imagine what would happen when she's gone. I wouldn't want in that live that world.
She got me hear things I would have missed. She got me to feel things I didn’t know was possible. She got me to see things I never noticed before. I want to thank her for believing in me when I didn’t believe in myself.
What we did next was fuzzy… I wished I remembered… I don’t remember much because it was another one of my dreams... It felt so real. I hate waking up… Please let me go back to sleep. Can I stay there? Please…? I love it there.
It hurts more each day… How is this possible? She is the first thing I think about when I wake up and before I fall asleep. If I keep seeing her in my dreams would it come true? Hope to see her soon again…
I don’t know where you are but am I in your dreams too? I love you.